Thursday, May 5, 2011

Mother's Day Prayer

We did not realized that I would be back here so soon, but I must share this wonderful news. I believe this may be the best mother's day. My daughter is home. She finally saw through the lies and had enough! My sweet friend told me years ago that I would be thankful for that strong-willed girl one day. She was right; that day has come. Just a couple of days ago, Monty shared our heart-ache with our dear Mennonite friend and Tim told him that he would pray. He told me about this tonight and we attested that "the effective prayer of a righteous man can accomplish much", James 5:16. Today was an answer to many prayers...too numerous to count. Our church family, friends and relatives have brought us before His throne many times and we are truly thankful that God hears those who love Him. So my prayer this mother's day will be in thanksgiving.

For You, Lord, are good, and ready to forgive,And abundant in lovingkindness to all who call upon You. Psalm 86:5

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Not How We Pictured It

2011 brought change to our lives that we could not have imagined. One that we still wish was only a horrible nightmare; how we would love to be shaken awake to hear someone say "It's okay, it was just a bad dream and everything is just fine". Instead, our heavy hearts cannot feel relief from the pain. My mind repeats "His burden is light" and "He will not give us more than we can carry" but my everything else feels weighed down with the reality of it. Eight weeks to graduate and our daughter checked out....of our lives, of her high school, of reality and of anything & everything that our family has known for her almost 19 years of life. Still in shock, we don't understand what happened. We are not the first nor the last to feel this agony over a child gone astray. Since the time our Lord shared the story of the prodical son parents have experienced these life-changing events.
However, in the midst of pain & turmoil God placed a precious soul to give us joy...Mason Cole, this smiling, laughing, adorable baby boy. This grandson gift is keeping us from 'losing it' because our sanity is being preserved by this little bundle of love who needs or actually demands our undivided attention. We are all smitten by his charming ways! God is good all the time, all the time God is good.